It's hard to remember my mum's bday coz she goes by the lunar calender.
If I am not wrong,it is tomorrow.
I guess she would think that we forgot.
I wanted to buy something but I have not much time to shop for it and really I have no idea what she will like.
I guess the last Mother's Day one did fine.
But I am not capable to afford something of that price this month.

So I ordered a cake which my colleagues told me was good.
It looks good too.
Usually such kinda looks traditional and old cakery shops do bake good cakes.
(Though I am not a big cake fan.I restrained from being one.)

Adorable.
My student called me to ask me a simple maths question.

I enjoyed being a teacher.
I..think so.
But it is not enough.

I am not trained in that specialization and now is not the time for me to drill myself in that area of studies.
Now is the time that I should really tighten my laces and gallop on.

Sales in the line that if I can and want to, to venture fast and earn back.
I know time is running out.
It's no longer a choice.
My parents dont have to tell me anything.I know my standing and how the situation is.

No more tears.
No one will wipe them off.
No one can.

It's time to learn the art.

Now what did I say about no more personal affairs?
Ha.

I met this uncle who sells insurance on the lift.
I guess it is about time.
Shame to admit,I am one with no policy registered under my name.
Should anything happened to me,I am more than a goner.

A goner with no money to claim.

Of coz we dont usually look fwd to claim such money.
Well..as stated,it is insurance.

So a few things in mind to be done within this year.

1)Insurance.
2)French class.
3)Gym?(Mingli~~~~~~~~)
4)Cybershot.
5)Ipod mini ranked behind Cybershot.
(Actually #4 & #5 aren't that impt to me.Material possessions doesnt makes me happy these days.Not sufficient to fill the hole.)
6)To drown the crying M{ch.Yes...I dont need her to keep reminding me.
I wont lost my touch of empathy.I wont lost who I am to you.I just dont need that weak soul inside me to keep reminding me of the pain that I have to pull thru every night.

Well..so far that's all.

Today is the 28th.
(Oh..the kiddo called again.)

It is only Tuesday and I keep thinking that it is Wednesday.

Ok...Let's talk about something happier?

I guess this may takes me a whole night to think.

If I were to sing a song for myself these days..It may be...

I'm standing on a bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you

I'm looking for a place
Searching for a faceIs anybody here I know
'Cause nothing's going right
And everythings a mess
And no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the handtake me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you


Oh why is everything so confusing
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
Yea yea yeaI

t's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere newI don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm with you...

-I'm with you--Avril Lavinge